 | Progress Report... | for everyone |
In these 7 weeks i made 3 trips to Ipoh. Made a trip each to Cameron and Genting. In these 7 weeks i have made countless trips to various parts of Klang Valley with her. Best part is i clocked 3500Kms on my odometer in 4 weeks. NAF NAF has leaked engine oil on crankshaft oil seal and is hanging on to her dear life. Looks like the 1.8 liter lump needs some TLC soon or it might blow up on me soon...hahaha...:P Been contemplating on a new 4G93 Turbocharged halfcut but i held myself well. Been using 4G63 stroked 2.2 liter Turbo for 3 years...i dont want to go back to those "glory" but painful years of seeing NAF NAF spending half of her life in the workshop.
Well that's not the point. This is for my progress report with Jeneft. Yes, my new Baby gal..my dear... :)
In these 7 weeks we learned quite alot about each other. She slowly revealed her true self and i enjoyed more and more spending time with her. Stuffs that even i guess her friends dont know about. Her behaviour, her actions, her funny faces. As for her, she learned more about me, and sometimes shocked when i reveal about my "dark" past. But she takes it on her stride...getting more grateful even when i told her as she said she's lucky she met me now instead as she could not imagine what will happen if she met me earlier.
But the fact remains that if she did not work for my company for the caravan roadshow, our paths would not cross. We come from very different backgrounds and with our age gap, there wont be any chance that we will meet somewhere else. Well, last sunday we thanked the person who introduced her to the job that landed her the ultimate prize, me. heheh :P
To be honest i have to confess that my 4 exes would kill me and rip me apart if they see how much i cared, love and pamper Jeneft. She asked me before why i pamper her so much compared to the exes, i cant answer. Maybe that's the way i am. Maybe i am myself when i'm with her. Maybe she deserved it as she is the one who saw through me. Maybe i really in love with her. :)
I have broke 2 of my relationship principles that i held strongly all this while when i'm with her.
First, never to have a relationship with someone who is a first timer in love. It takes alot of patience, understanding and also consideration as a first timer will always test the water she's wading through, and also a first timer would expect the heaven and the impossible as they will always think that a relationship is forever heavenly, blissful and out of this world. Yeah right...the only thing that is out of this world is your temper if you realized that being in a relationship is not up to your expectation. But for her...she just take it as it is. No so called over the roof expectation...and she just enjoyed the company and the time spent together. Best part is that she's not greedy and selfish at first until i mistakenly advised her to. Alamak...now she's getting the hang of it and getting much more greedier...hehehe but i love it. At least she has demands now and that's the challenge i'll fullfill for her. :)
Secondly, never to pour out all your love, affection and your feelings in the relationship until the other party does it first. it's an insurance in the beginning of the relationship so as if it does not work, it wont be too hard to let go, forget and move on with life. Unfortunately on the 3rd week of our relationship i have poured out more than all my 30 years of life have ever did. I have pampered her more than anyone that has been with me. I have to admit i do feel dissapointed when she did not return back the feelings. Reason? she's a first timer! (see? first and second principles are deeply related!) But as time goes by, and by just let the feelings and affections flow, slowly she opened up to me and i can feel her affections to me. Slowly but surely...she's reassuring me that everything's fine and the feeling's mutual. As i said...she's more demanding now. And i liked it. :)
Well....if you're reading this now, i just like to say that everything i do comes naturally out of my instinct and also my feelings. Yes, i do need to sacrifice for you but i have my valid reasons for it and it's for my own good. You would say that i should'nt, but i think that you deserve every attention given by me for you. Thanks for being so understanding. thanks for the mutual respect and trust we have for each other by giving space for each other's activities...and thank you for loving me.
Thanks for giving me a chance to take care of you, pamper you, protect you. Thank you for being a quick learner and started to return the affections. Thank you for being in my life. I'm grateful that our paths crossed, and thank you for introducing me to your friends and family. Thanks for sticking by me during tough times and during the times at your home. Thanks for giving me another direction in life.
Argh...too many words to say, too little brain juice left to describe. i guess i have to update this blog often now or else the overflow of information would fry my tiny little brains...hehe...
Thank you Jeneft. You complete me.
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