This is getting ridiculous...

I did not sign up or this. Nor did i wanted this to happen. Best part is it's out of my control.

I know...i neglected this blogging space, my ranting room for a very....very long time. Yeah yeah as usual i'll try to post something interesting next time. But bear with me on this.

Friends, come and go. Families...also come and go. Worst case is they did go...forever and will never see them again. I've lost a good number of friends due to many reasons. First it's those stupid stunts like illegal racing and fell off the flyover, rammed the divider, collided with another vehicle...overturned, crashed and burned...and one managed to wrap his car into the tree. Sigh...

Then it's the personal and emotional case. Last year one of my close friend took his own life.

And now? it's old age. or health problems. Heart attack. Stroke. Cancer.

Yesterday, 2 more (yes...2 in the span of 6 hours!) has returned to god. This is the first time that i have to rush to 2 different place to attend a funeral. And the feeling is not good.

I mean picture this. It's hard to accept that one of us in the circle has passed away. To accept the fact that 2 of them in which one of them is my own cousin has left is too much to bear myself. Life has been very fragile and it really takes a toll into your emotional being.

There will be more to come. one by one. and we have to be strong to acknowledge that nothing last forever.

So what am i trying to say in the end?

Cherish yourself. Cherish life itself. Knowing that you had fun, and trying to remember that you and the person going away enjoyed the time of your lives hanging out together makes the pain easier to bear.

If there is some sort of out of body experience, i would bet with you that the person going away for good would not want to see his or her friends, family and loved one wailing and crying their lungs out. He or she would want them to cherish the memories.

If you have problems emotionally, get someone to talk about it. No matter how embarrassing it is.

If finance is your worry...come on. Look at your facebook friends. if you have 300 of them, ask them RM10 each. That would be quite a sum...right? Like me...if i have some emergency, i guess 90% of my 300 over facebook friends could chip in right? so that makes...er...RM 3000? am i right?

IF YOU HAVE HEALTH PROBLEMS, GET IT CHECKED~! THAT'S WHAT HEALTH INSURANCE IS FOR!!!!

if you have a condition i.e. high blood pressure, eat your bloody pills and watch your intake on food, cigarettes, alcohol and your lifestyle.

if you lost your job...aiyo. look at the classifieds. Hundreds of jobs waiting. Don't be choosy and want heaven and earth.

And if you drive like a mad fucker on the road...pipe down or you end up like one of my friends on my 3rd paragraph.

So...did i cover all topics?

I should be.

So my dear friends...What friends are for? What family members are for? Why you want to die early for?

Sometimes i just wonder at the magical ways god works the world...