What's wrong with me?

I woke up and grabbed the phone to call her...

Rings...

Suddenly a male voice answered the phone : Hello?

I paused...and asked : Er...hello...is Jeneft's phone right?

The male replied : She's in the bathroom now...who's calling?

I replied as 'selamba' as I am : Oh...just her classmate. Can you ask her to call me back? Davy. you are...?

And then he hang up on me...

What the fuck??? then my mind started to kick into overboost...eh...overdrive mode.

Who the hell is he? how come she's taking a bath while someone answered? i know she's in Ipoh...but...who the fuck is he? I can recognise his brother's voice...not them...cannot be his father...he does not speak fluent English.

ARGH.....

called her home. auntie answered...apparently she stayed overnight at her friend's house...

Weird.

SMSed her : where are you? tried calling you but your friend answered. please call back.

i waited...then...beep beep....beep beep....

her SMS : please do not disturb her. she'll call you when she call you. do not reply or call her.

SHIT.

i replied : you must be his boyfriend then. Tell her it's urgent. ask her to call me back.

her reply : yes i am. do not bother her unless it's necessary.

OHHHHHHH...KAYYYYYYYY...nevermind...if this is what she wants then fine with me...fuck it.

15 minutes later she called :

"wake up lor dear....time to go to work lor...." eh...like selamba only...like as if nothing happened one.

i asked : where are you?

"At home lor."

"okay.....i called you just now but no one answered. thought i want to tell you that i woke up d."

"No wor...got meh? you sure you got the right number?"

"I think i got the right one...until a guy answered." "What's going on? what happened in Ipoh?"

...........

"I'll call you back...i'll call you back"

"wait...i want some answers!"

toot...toot...toot...toot....

It got me mad...i hate people hang up on me!!! I got two timed...hoooo i gotta be PISSED!!!!

then...the phone ringed again...it's from her...

"Dear...wake up lor!!!!!!!!! dont laze around the bed...faster wake up!!!"

and i woke up...from a nightmare.

As i prepared myself to go to work...i was wondering...why all these weird dreams? the first nightmare was worse...much worse than this...

Am i too afraid to lose her after she graduates and moves back to her hometown?

Am i holding on too tight?

Am i just worried too much about stuffs that lead me into this nightmare?

ARGHHHH.... i got meetings, trainings, convention and product launch to handle...i cant be stuffed with this shit!

but it got into the better of me...and i broke down again. for a moment! but i'm fine now...i guess...

SIGH....come to think of it...you guys think it's really happening leh...hehehheheheh...

me too! :)

sometimes dreams are so true....especially wet ones :P~ hehehe....