This is getting ridiculous...

I did not sign up or this. Nor did i wanted this to happen. Best part is it's out of my control.

I know...i neglected this blogging space, my ranting room for a very....very long time. Yeah yeah as usual i'll try to post something interesting next time. But bear with me on this.

Friends, come and go. Families...also come and go. Worst case is they did go...forever and will never see them again. I've lost a good number of friends due to many reasons. First it's those stupid stunts like illegal racing and fell off the flyover, rammed the divider, collided with another vehicle...overturned, crashed and burned...and one managed to wrap his car into the tree. Sigh...

Then it's the personal and emotional case. Last year one of my close friend took his own life.

And now? it's old age. or health problems. Heart attack. Stroke. Cancer.

Yesterday, 2 more (yes...2 in the span of 6 hours!) has returned to god. This is the first time that i have to rush to 2 different place to attend a funeral. And the feeling is not good.

I mean picture this. It's hard to accept that one of us in the circle has passed away. To accept the fact that 2 of them in which one of them is my own cousin has left is too much to bear myself. Life has been very fragile and it really takes a toll into your emotional being.

There will be more to come. one by one. and we have to be strong to acknowledge that nothing last forever.

So what am i trying to say in the end?

Cherish yourself. Cherish life itself. Knowing that you had fun, and trying to remember that you and the person going away enjoyed the time of your lives hanging out together makes the pain easier to bear.

If there is some sort of out of body experience, i would bet with you that the person going away for good would not want to see his or her friends, family and loved one wailing and crying their lungs out. He or she would want them to cherish the memories.

If you have problems emotionally, get someone to talk about it. No matter how embarrassing it is.

If finance is your worry...come on. Look at your facebook friends. if you have 300 of them, ask them RM10 each. That would be quite a sum...right? Like me...if i have some emergency, i guess 90% of my 300 over facebook friends could chip in right? so that makes...er...RM 3000? am i right?

IF YOU HAVE HEALTH PROBLEMS, GET IT CHECKED~! THAT'S WHAT HEALTH INSURANCE IS FOR!!!!

if you have a condition i.e. high blood pressure, eat your bloody pills and watch your intake on food, cigarettes, alcohol and your lifestyle.

if you lost your job...aiyo. look at the classifieds. Hundreds of jobs waiting. Don't be choosy and want heaven and earth.

And if you drive like a mad fucker on the road...pipe down or you end up like one of my friends on my 3rd paragraph.

So...did i cover all topics?

I should be.

So my dear friends...What friends are for? What family members are for? Why you want to die early for?

Sometimes i just wonder at the magical ways god works the world...

Do not let your guard down while surfing online

Almost everyone i know has a Facebook account. Even auntie who runs a restaurant has one (case in point, a shoutout to Auntie Jenny from Langkawi who runs a delicious seafood restaurant)and the best part is, some of my superior even has a Facebook account. My CEO from my secondary work (Sepang Circuit) has one.

It's a matter of time before this case will happen to you. So whatever it is, keep it to yourself if something happens in the company, or personal comments about someone in the company. I warned you...or else...

We're going backwards!!! back to BM for Maths and Science??? WTF!!!

There's tons of comments, critics and also feedback from people all over Malaysia. I'll spare you my thoughts about it as what's done is done. There's no turning back.

Just...in a simple way of describing the possible consequences, just look at the Japanese. Half of them cant speak proper English to save their lives moreover...they could even make a joke out of it.

Sigh...in a lighter note...maybe in 5 years time we can do the same type of story for Malaysian TV Show too...

Enjoy.

Something to de-stress out of the hassle in Sepang's Race Control

Heard this during the driver's briefing by my Clerk Of the Course (COC) this afternoon...never fail to crack me up everytime we thought about it...

CoC : After the red light situation, all cars must keep a single file and drive to the red line at the front straight. No mechanics are allowed to go into the track and touch the car until we sound the buzzer to indicate that the mechanics can proceed to the track and work on their respective cars.

One international driver asked the CoC:

"so when can the mechanics can work on the car when the buzzer sounds?"

CoC : When i use my finger and push the buzzer button, it will sound. Then only your mechanics can proceed to track and work on your car...


LoL....nice one...Jeff. :)

Old time's sake galore...

It's like a reunion here in Sepang Circuit. Rekindle 'relationships' with old friends who happen to race here this weekend for Sepang 1000km.

This event is great for grassroots and even for budget racers. Some made it into the last minute with just barely enough moolah to race. Good to know you guys still got the fire in your hearts...for the love of motorsports.

I wished i could be there mixing it with you guys...but alas...too heavy to race. LOL :P

Good luck to all of you!